Life

Since Big Man's fall last Saturday, I haven't had much time to workout and train. Its sad because I love it (and when I say Love I really mean hate doing Love when I'm finished)! Taking care of my hubby and boys is more important than training. I was able to get out and get an almost 3 mile run in on Monday and Tuesday I swam for 1/2 a mile but my heart just isn't in it. I can't turn off my brain, just zone out, and run. I'm too stressed about Big Man and if he's comfortable, if Little Man woke up after I but him in bed and if Big Man had to some how lift him out of bed; I worry about the medical bills that I know will be arriving any day, and if there is enough money on the flex card to pay for it (Bless you flex card! Best invention!) I need to get invested again. And train my little heart out because not only do I want to finish this Triathlon but I want to place! I want not only beat my last times but slaughter them. My times weren't THAT bad (except my T2 and run times. They were awful!) and I feel stronger this year by far than I did then! 18 more days to train! 18 more days to get stronger! Let's do this!!